Gaya ng marami, naranasan ko rin maging single ng Valentines Day. Ngunit hindi ito naging dahilan upang makaramdam ng lungkot, o kaya pangamba (na maging single forever) o kung hindi man ay mag disappear habang ang mga mag-irog ay abala sa pag-celebrate ng kanilang araw ng mga puso.
Minsan, higit na mainam ang mag-intay o kaya ay magsawalang-kibo sa halip na punan ng hilaw at bubot na pakiramdam ang bugso ng damdamin. Sino ang mag-aakala na ang mga binitawan kong salita noong isang taon - sa araw ng mga puso - ay mga bulong sa hangin.Na muling hahaplos sa aking pisngi matapos maging tapat sa pangakong mag-iintay sa kanyang pagdating.
Repost:
February 14, 2010
It feels great to be seen in cocktail parties, especially when you know the host, and you look up to that person because of his accomplishments in life, and because of the way he moved you through his eye-opening essays.
And it feels better knowing you have endured your impulse to seek a date on this day, knowing that its just for the occasion, and learning that the one you're looking for deserves to wait and discover your true value.
I maybe dateless, pair-less and suffering from melancholia because of my single blessedness, but I am proud to say that my longings were conquered. I might have arrived home drunk, wasted and club-less, yet, I feel contented and victorious tonight.
Pink Polo Guy: You know, I like you. You're easy to get along with.
Mugen: Thanks!
In truth, we never got to talk. He was seducing everyone at the party, while I downed shots of alcohol while having fun with my single friends. When it was my turn to be his boylet, (everyone he flirted had either left or had slumped at their seats) I was more than happy to ditch his advances.
Instead of biting back, I returned to cleaning the dishes until the effects of Vodka wore off.