Sa tinagal-tagal kong nagbubuhat ay ngayon lang ako na-tengga ng matagal. Two weeks! That's right, dalawang linggo! Nasira ng matinding karamdaman ang gym routine ko.
Actually, nakakaramdam na rin ako ng fatigue the last time I went to the gym. Siguro dahil masyadong strenuous ang program kaya hindi ko kinaya. Puwede rin na wala na akong motivation kasi... masarap kumain.
I know the consequences of stopping and its one of my fears right now. Ang hirap bumalik. Killer ang pag-establish ng habit.
I brought my gym clothes today. Full battle gear ang nasa loob ng bag ko. I said I would be returning by December 1. Kaso mo, nalaman ko kanina na November 30 pa lang pala.
I still have an hour to decide. Walking distance lang naman ang Eclipse from my workplace. Nagpaluto rin ako ng Tocilog for dinner just in case magutom ako. The drive isn't there anymore, but let's see.
For the meantime, gagawin ko munang inspiration yung picture na ninakaw ko sa G4M dati.
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| In memory of Cherokee (kung sino man siya) |
But one thing is sure. I would prove to that loser who once flayed insults over a drinking session in Angeles City that my bulging tummy was hopeless and I'm grounded to become obese for life, that change is possible. In eight months I would make sure that I would have some major improvements on my body.
Act of Liberation
February 13, 2006
Fullmetal Dreams
I remember it was in Angeles City. The Outsider (my other tropa) went to a watering hole inside a well-known subdivision. We sat on a table and the group had their own business. I was musing over a half empty bottle of San Miguel when an acquaintance blurted out,
"Ay nako Joms, kahit anong gawin mo hindi ka na papayat!" It was an off remark. A comment I didn't expect since I was not talking to him.
"Talaga? Sigurado ka sa sinabi mo?!?"
I was pissed off the rest of the night but I can't do nothing. I was a tub of lard weighting over 200 lbs. My ex even threatened to leave me should I not shape up.
My friends didn't notice the mood swing but I vowed to keep my word.
A flashback.
Now I understand the reason why I kept the photo.